dont have the time nor mood to blog for a while till now....
lots of thoughts came to mind after the rehearsal just now...

Saturday~
its a normal Saturday where we attend class and go computer lab to do RF simulations.
today, we were suppose to finish of the last part of the theory part of the syllabus and later in the lab, finalize the LNA report which we going to submit by next week.

however, no one seems to be in the mood of doing report after about 30 mins, when one of my classmate start play DoTA on the lab computer. after a while, i also join in, coz i left the last part of the report to be completed later. to my amazement, my lecturer also join in the crazy act. XD
hard to imagine huh... hehe..
we was screaming here and there, and our lecturer keep "feeding" the computer.... we lost terribly but its fun... XD
another batch which didnt not join us, watch movie...

the whole lab session become like cyber cafe environment.
screaming can be heard, laugh and anger...
wanted to laugh on when recalling....

anyway, the fun was over the sudden error pop out and the game was off...
its was about time too, thus we packed. ^^

the afternoon was the same, rest and continue on with my dance class...
the new girl that came last week didnt turn up, guess she didnt join us....
the dance is full of drama.. ^^
silver was good, everyone do improve, especially the few eights of the dance we cheoreograph ourselves.
i forget some of it, but overall it came out...
other was good, Christine did a cutwheel thing which was an eye opener.
i'm not able to do that... hehe...

Sunday~
went around last night and slept late, thus the morning also wake up late.
been doing NOTHING for the whole morning.
maybe the mind still travelling or sleeping...
continue to complete my report on 12 and end by i think 4~5.... >.<
wasnt really doing it, coz my whole family was watch drama and i join them half way and continue later....

then when its time for the rehearsal, arrived early.
run thru the steps and waited. then go thru the steps and learn some new ones.
the second part was acting, i must admit i'm not good with it.
the expression i did was not natural and big, which is required in stage act.

donno why, i feel envy for the first time on Sam...
which i think envy should be the word, he has the sence humour, into the music, into the steps which i'm lacking TOTALLY...
and i donno, how to express that but the feeling was not good, feel like been isolated from the group. been thinking on the way back, am i learning dance because i like it, or other reason, such as knowing more ppl...
the rush and enthusiasm compare to the first time i learn dancing 3 years ago was reducing.
is it because i'm frequently making mistake? or other stuffs? i donno...

i know envy is not a good feeling and should be throw away for the sake for the group, but i cant stop thinking about it.
maybe because i'm the only guy for the previous years and have a lot of attention, which i dont usually have, and suddenly losing it....

aiya... should stop thinking about it and focus on the stuff on hand...
exam coming in 1 week time and i havent really prepare yet...
talking about result, its disappointing....
talk about it next time... no mood now... >.<

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- 11:04 PM

today is a tired 1....

from the beginning of the day.....
sit the whole day... doin nothing... XD

then nap... then go training for the silver exam syllabus...
man... i still having trouble with the dance.... especially the chorus part...
cant really catch the correct speed and rhythm yet....
as it like "fast, fast, slow, then fast again..."...

the weather nowadays is really stupid, or can be said as unpredictable...
rain once i fetch my sister, but not 5 min down the road, it stop again....
then it started to rain again, this time is very heavy....
but guess wat... on the same road... at the beginning its dry.... until the middle of it... it pours...
then later towards the end it stop again..... @#$!^#$@!%$^&*%%$^^&#^#$%

and there is one stupid guy, the road is dark and he wearing dark coloured clothings....
running across the road when there is a bridge to cross the road....
if i hadnt slow down, he will sure be "flying" across the road....
stupid !@#%^&^%$#@^!!!!!!!!!!

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- 9:07 PM

its been another week...
a few more weeks to the end of the semester...
it seems like the semester just started and gonna end soon....

come to think of it... my progress on my FYP isn't that fast...
still got a major part to go.... but comparative to my classmate...
i think my progress is at the fastest group in class.... *^.^*

beginning from this week, its gonna be busy....
every weekend need to rehearse for the performances coming up in November and December...
and not to forget the Silver exam at the beginning of November....

if my schedule is right, its just a few days after my college exam... looks tough this time.... >.<

yesterday was the first rehearsal, the music is fun... rock n roll type...
steps are not to hard too.... but i fear the partner section where i need to carry my partner around... just like those movie about the 60's~70's... need to train my strength...
although in this short time it wont be significant... hehe...

everyday is still the same.... still lack of colours... except during my dance class...
which add laughter in my life.... other than that....
dull and boring is how to describe it...

so just hope in time to come... someone or something can add those elements which is lacking in life....

PEACE!!! =p

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- 8:10 PM

its been a while... =p

havent had the mood to blog coz my life is as boring as usual....

currently flu virus is "killing" me... >.<
my nostrils is stuck.. BOTH OF THEM...
having difficulty in breathing... geezz...
make me feel like the function of it has been lost...
now i need to use my mouth to breathe... T.T

Jazz Silver Exam is round the corner... i think we all r prepared for that and i'm not too worried...
The problem is... there will be a performance in Nov, luckily it has been delay...
if not, its like on the week after the exam... oO!

However, we havent even start rehearsing yet... thats what i'm worried about...
we, as the original planned goin to perform 2 new dance and 1 of the old ones....
Now, its like less then 1 mth to go for the performance and we havent start yet...
i'm scare about whetever we can meet the deadline or not.... *touchwood*

Anyway, i wish for the best ler....

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- 8:01 PM